Showing posts with label procrastination. Show all posts
Showing posts with label procrastination. Show all posts

Monday, October 24, 2016

Motivation vs. Procrastination

This morning I had a colonoscopy. All good. Three small polyps removed. All clean. Come back in five years.

Now as most of you probably know, there is some prep work involved the day before a colonoscopy. So I decided to take advantage and do some housecleaning. I had fallen a bit behind so this was the perfect opportunity seeing as I had to spend the entire afternoon and evening at home "prepping" for my procedure.

I felt very productive. I vacuumed the rugs, swiffered and mopped the floors, cleaned the bathroom sink and tub, dusted and last and most importantly took care of a project I have procrastinated for a long time.  I rearranged the art work and mirrors on my bedroom walls.

I had a few prints framed at Michael's ( a couple from my London trip and one from my New Zealand trip). I had been putting off re-doing my bedroom walls for well over  year. See when I first moved in, I had the bed positioned in the center of the room. Every hanging on the walls was placed based on the location of the furniture at that time. A few months after moving in, I realized that there was much better feng shui layout for the room. It gave me much more room to move around. But the art and mirrors hanging on the walls made no sense. And I kept telling myself that.  Repeatedly, every month or two I'd think again, "I need to re-hang my walls."  I've been saying that for two years.

Yesterday, I finally tackled it. I moved pictures around, moved the big mirror to another wall where it no longer blocked and I can now stand in front of it and see my full body.  I moved a piece from my front hall to my bedroom and put the new framed pieces in the hall. And my bedroom looks lighter. Really! Walk in now and it just feels lighter, brighter almost. All because I took the heavy dark framed mirror from the wall net to window and moved it to the wall behind the door.  And in its places is smaller silver-framed piece of art.

The front hall pieces. 

Also, I cleaned up some clutter. And I did some much needed reading. I read a script that I am directing next spring. Read through all the election day materials for the State of California so I know a little something about all the propositions and measures. Oh! And I did a load of laundry. That's right. I did all that in a day and a half.
Yes, I actually did the reading today after I got home from the procedure and in between naps. Everything else was yesterday.
So yes I was motivated by my prep for a colonoscopy and knowing I couldn't leave the house or be too far from a bathroom. Let's see what will motivate me next. For now, its more procrastination.

Tuesday, November 17, 2015

Am I an Internet Junkie?

When I'm bored, I surf the Internet. When I'm at work, I surf the Internet. When I'm on my lunch break, I surf the Internet. When I get home and after I've finished dinner, I surf the Internet. When I get home from the gym, I surf the Internet. On the weekends and on my days off, when I get out of bed, I surf the Internet. Ah, who am I kidding? I have an iPad. When I wake up on Saturdays and Sundays and I'm still lying in bed, I surf the Internet.



I may have problem.

I can't stop. It's my go to activity.  It's an excuse to procrastinate. When I had a sketch to write for Acme Comedy Theatre or for my web series, I would force myself to go to Starbucks or Coffee Bean so I wouldn't be as distracted as I would at home. Noticed I said as distracted as opposed to not being distracted at all. Why? Because I will still surf the Internet in between writing a page of dialog. I will. Can't stop.

Have to see if there's any new emails to respond to or if anyone has viewed my profile on Match.com or OK Cupid. I need to check Facebook to see if anyone has resounded to or liked any of my posts. And to read what any of my friends might have posted.

And then there's youtube. God love youtube. It is THE rabbit hole of all rabbit holes. I dare you to log in and just watch one. C'mon I dare you.  You can't. can you? I didn't think so. Hey. I'm not judging. I am the poster child for watching youtube. Its as bad as my TV addiction.

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Oops! You see that. Just then. I did it. I went away for three minutes my fb page, saw a link to youtube video and watched it. And now I am back.

My addiction to the Internet is now so bad that I watch TV with my iPad in hand and read emails, check my occupied and match profiles, and sometimes read an leave comments on my fb page. Stop The Madness! What happened to me?



For someone who rails against technology and how its changed our lives bad ways because its chipping away at all social niceties, formalities and human interactions, I sure act like the opposite. When did I become this person? I used to just watch TV and nothing else. Now some nights, I have the TV on, I'm sitting at the computer AND I have my iPad sitting open on my desk next to me so I can play Trivia Crack. What in God's name?

Please, someone, help me before I sink so far down that rabbit hole, I never come back!

My name is Richard and I'm an Internet-holic.